Post messages for people beginning with T (real or lj name) here.
Funny to think you're in Iowa now when we used to be only... oh, a few blocks, or a turnpike, or a bed, or a bedroom wall, or an apartment building, or a campus, apart. I miss being near you, snuggling with you... talking 'til you got sleepy (so cute when you're sleepy!), waking up to find my sweet & sour pork leftovers eaten. Heh.
And it's really too bad I never kissed you; at least then your purity test score could reflect a steamy girl tryst, right? :)
Regardless, I hope we are friends forever. Life's so much happier when you're around. I love you. As always. And maybe someday there won't be so many hours between us.
XOXOX to you and Brian and the kitties from me & Mister Crookshanks--
You'll never read this. I'm almost 100% positive. That's why I'm not posting it anonymously.
I used to write about you in my LJ back in 2003 when we first met (holy crap! We've been friends for almost 3 years!), about how goddamn sexy you were without even knowing it, and how I freaked out after I found out you were SO much younger than I was. And then I decided I didn't care, and kept crushing on you hard even after you told me about your love interest in NYC. Do you remember going to see "The Missing" and going out for Chinese food at China Inn and making fun of our godawful waitress (I dropped schezuan tofu on my lap and was mortified, although I never let on)? How we'd hang out and talk about Tori and Suzanne and movies and politics and families for hours and hours? The Pasta Co. with your mom and sister? I remember...I hope you do, too.
I've never made it a secret how marvelous I think you are, but I never told you that the last time I saw you before you moved, after we saw Shrek 2 at the Liberty and I was hugging you goodbye for what would be a very long time, when you kissed me on the cheek and turned to leave, I wanted to grab your hand, pull you back, and kiss you.
I've wanted to kiss you since the day I met you.
I know you're interested in other girls, and I'm just a good friend, and I'm okay with that -- I've never had another friend who understands just what I need to hear like you do. And I think that you think I'm pretty fabulous, too, or you wouldn't have me in your life.
Just...I kinda wish you'd have given me a chance, because I kinda sorta maybe ABSOLUTELY think we'd have been good together. And...whoa, I gotta shut up...Long-Winded Girl strikes again!
Listen...the next time we chat, when I say "I love you, T," I mean it more than you know.
On February 10th, 2006 02:50 am (UTC), (Anonymous) commented:
You will always be the one that got away. My heart still has a hole the size of you in it, though I know we'll never "be" ever again.
True love lasts a lifetime and even longer, you know...
So no matter where you are, or where you go, you will always be loved...
thegirliscrazy, you are an original and oh so lovely. My soul sistah on the other side of the Mississippi, you say what I want to say but can't. I love that we are almost always on the same wave length but can still show each other something new about one another. You are wonderful!
thiscoinferno, you are my gai boi alter ego and I love living vicariously through you. You are bold and wonderful and a million times cooler than I could ever aspire to be. Keep being you and the world will be okay.
coyabean, you have made militant Monday something to look forward to. I love your wisdom and your talent and your you! You are black, beautiful, and oh so wonderful!
I don't really know what to say here... Happy Valentine's Day?
Ahh... no. I should say a bit more.
I really, really care about you, tenshi. It's kinda silly actually... whenever you're upset, I want so badly to take away the pain for you. I really never wanted some one to be happy as much as I want you to be. You're such a sweet girl and... I really wish I could do something, anything for you to make you happy all the time. I always feel so overjoyed when you have something happy going on in your life.
So, I wish you a Happy Valentine's Day ^^