Post messages for people beginning with T (real or lj name) here.
awww. you're the bestest (does that mean i'm the bestest too?)!!! defs get your ass up here. ooh, you'll probably have a daughter by then! omg OMG. I want a little girl so badly. Maybe someday I will find a guy that I can stand for more than a few hours... or at least one with a no history of heart disease and an attractive face
On February 3rd, 2006 05:24 am (UTC), (Anonymous) commented:
I feel stupid doing this but I certainly can't talk about it in my journal.
I hate you as much as I love you and even now would swallow my pride if it would get us back to where we were. I would gladly forget all the times that you hurt me and at the same time, forget the fact that these coldnesses are things about you that will probably never change. I am a person that has only survived what I've gone through because of deep reserves. I would humble myself and empty them for you and drop all my walls, even though I already have, even though you proved to me I still needed those stupid things.
We had the future planned down to a 't' and I think about that every day of my life.
And if you found your perfect woman I would be completely happy for you. I would angst in secret of course, but I've done that my entire life...not really anything new.
It's funny that in the times I really do miss you so badly I don't want to cope, I think about the small differences.
"He would have gone insane through my constant offerings of minor physical affection."
"I needed something more emotionally satisfying either way."
My favorite: "He wasn't a dog person anyhow."
It is now fain seven years since you left for Seattle, and since I have seen you last. We were children at the time, and thought naught of the future. Now, in my future, I regret that past, regret not having had held onto you. But then again, we were children at the time...
I just want to say that I still think of you, every day... And I love you, my friend.